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	"EleanorRank5Convo2 begins." [color=orange];
		"EleanorRank5Convo2 begins." -> j2118313711;
	j2118313711 [label="Right. I’m calm and as ready as I’ll ever be.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2118313711 -> j3814751582;
	j3814751582 [label="Can I talk to you about Christopher?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3814751582 -> j1969337026;
	j1969337026 [label="Check boolean EleanorChristopher1",color=orange];
		j1969337026 -> j78550264 [label=true,color=green];
		j1969337026 -> j1022673511 [label=true,color=green];
		j1969337026 -> j3426972941 [label=true,color=green];
		j1969337026 -> j2145007988 [label=false,color=brown];
		j1969337026 -> j3426972941 [label=false,color=brown];
	j78550264 [label="I’m listening.",shape=box,color=red];
		j78550264 -> j1995850628;
	j1022673511 [label="Why is he someone I need to know about?",shape=box,color=red];
		j1022673511 -> j1222446208;
	j3426972941 [label="[Ignore.]",shape=box,color=red];
		j3426972941 -> "Chat ends.";
	j2145007988 [label="Who's Christopher?",shape=box,color=red];
		j2145007988 -> j2774043978;
	j1995850628 [label="Thank you.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1995850628 -> j3782144433;
	j1222446208 [label="Because he’s someone I lost. Someone who was very dear to me.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1222446208 -> j3782144433;
	"Chat ends." [color=orange];
	j2774043978 [label="Arthur's best friend. We were engaged. I thought I was in love with him.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2774043978 -> j2183637644;
	j3782144433 [label="Check boolean EleanorDating",color=orange];
		j3782144433 -> j977672929 [label=true,color=green];
		j3782144433 -> j1750048996 [label=false,color=brown];
	j2183637644 [label="Boolean EleanorChristopher1 is now true.",color=orange];
		j2183637644 -> j78550264;
		j2183637644 -> j1022673511;
	j977672929 [label="Since you and I are a lot closer now (in so many delightful ways) you should really know what who you're getting involved with.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j977672929 -> j267130251;
	j1750048996 [label="Please correct me if I’m wrong, but lately I’ve been feeling like you and I are more than just teammates.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1750048996 -> j795695089;
	j267130251 [label="I've seen inside your head, but you've not seen inside mine.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j267130251 -> j2884318593;
	j795695089 [label="Check boolean EleanorConfession",color=orange];
		j795695089 -> j2753927277 [label=true,color=green];
		j795695089 -> j1246125279 [label=false,color=brown];
	j2884318593 [label="So, please brace yourself and bear with me.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2884318593 -> j1504384688;
	j2753927277 [label="You've made it pretty plain to me how you feel, which I appreciate.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2753927277 -> j2221123041;
	j1246125279 [label="We’re definitely friends. Maybe more than that. But we’re still pacing uncertainly around one another and waiting for the other one to make the first move.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1246125279 -> j2221123041;
	j1504384688 [label="I want to tell you about Christopher because I think you deserve to know.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1504384688 -> j3223686138;
		j1504384688 -> j2793913155;
	j2221123041 [label="I like you, very much. I trust you. You've had plenty of opportunities to treat me like a freak, like Lettie does, and you haven't done it. Don't think I haven't noticed.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2221123041 -> j1504384688;
	j3223686138 [label="Go ahead.",shape=box,color=red];
		j3223686138 -> j742285764;
	j2793913155 [label="I don't have time for this right now, sorry. [End.]",shape=box,color=red];
		j2793913155 -> j923190661;
	j742285764 [label="He was older than Arthur and me by a few years. I can’t remember a time when he wasn’t around. Our parents were friends, so he was always over.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j742285764 -> j2443700810;
	j923190661 [label="There's a time to bail on a conversation with a friend. This was not it.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j923190661 -> "Chat ends.";
	j2443700810 [label="He used to play at soldiers with Arthur in the scabby patches of woodland down behind the estate. Christopher was the commander, Arthur the loyal lieutenant. If they ever let me play, I had to be the nurse. Obviously.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2443700810 -> j2041121449;
	j2041121449 [label="I wish Dad had looked out at Arthur throwing himself on yet another pinecone grenade, dying valiantly to save his CO, and thought ‘hmmm, my boy’s getting a bit too fond of this Army lark, maybe I should tell him getting shot up isn’t as much fun as he thinks.’",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2041121449 -> j624714733;
		j2041121449 -> j4040611411;
		j2041121449 -> j2473809277;
	j624714733 [label="You think Arthur would have listened if he had?",shape=box,color=red];
		j624714733 -> j2475852571;
	j4040611411 [label="I think it all worked out okay, all things considered.",shape=box,color=red];
		j4040611411 -> j1608377569;
	j2473809277 [label="But if Arthur'd listened, then we never would have met. :)",shape=box,color=red];
		j2473809277 -> j1252805834;
	j2475852571 [label="Probably not. He’d just have seen it as Dad testing him.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2475852571 -> j932951150;
	j1608377569 [label="In some respects, yes.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1608377569 -> j3045543935;
	j1252805834 [label="Our paths crossing was a rare blessing in my life, yes.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1252805834 -> j2479404053;
	j932951150 [label="Anyway. Summer after summer rolled past. We grew to be adolescents. It was all very awkward and smelly and hormonal. There were parties and exams. Christopher went off to college. The dog died, we got a new one. Insert montage here. ",shape=box,color=blue];
		j932951150 -> j3183396577;
	j3045543935 [label="But I was trying to tell you about a bereavement here.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3045543935 -> j661783017;
	j2479404053 [label="But allow me to wish it had not come at such a cost.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2479404053 -> j2749159370;
	j3183396577 [label="Suddenly one day I walked into the kitchen, I saw this stunning young man in uniform in front of me, and I thought ‘phwoar’ for the second time in my life.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3183396577 -> j4271644325;
		j3183396577 -> j3596731443;
	j661783017 [label="Not really the time to look for silver linings.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j661783017 -> j932951150;
	j2749159370 [label="Especially when I haven't yet told you how deep the wounds go.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2749159370 -> "Chat ends.";
	j4271644325 [label="I'm sorry, what was that sound again? I missed it. :P",shape=box,color=red];
		j4271644325 -> j3865902035;
	j3596731443 [label="Who was the first? ",shape=box,color=red];
		j3596731443 -> j3519499806;
	j3865902035 [label="'Pwhoar'?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3865902035 -> j2083304091;
	j3519499806 [label="Mandy Jellicoe. My crush. She dropped out of school, dyed her hair, got piercings, hung around town in a leather jacket smoking cigarettes and glowering at anyone who came too close. I looked at her and I could feel my bones melt.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3519499806 -> j2090743982;
	j2083304091 [label="It's a traditional Britannic expression of admiration. It should be delivered in a sort of low growl, puffing the cheeks out.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2083304091 -> j2090743982;
	j2090743982 [label="Anyway. NOT RELEVANT.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2090743982 -> j3244976390;
	j3244976390 [label="So you and Christopher…",shape=box,color=red];
		j3244976390 -> j2491333572;
	j2491333572 [label="Yep. He was kind. Gorgeous. Strong. Easy to wind up, too, which was a big plus. Hell-bent on joining the army, though. ",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2491333572 -> j2657901146;
	j2657901146 [label="We didn’t see eye to eye on that. To him it was a calling. He’d be out there helping people who needed it, making a difference in the world. He’d bought into the whole manly hero line, just like Arthur. ",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2657901146 -> j4212757687;
	j4212757687 [label="Check boolean EleanorHeroVirus",color=orange];
		j4212757687 -> j1757099302 [label=true,color=green];
		j4212757687 -> j1689574033 [label=true,color=green];
		j4212757687 -> j933205303 [label=true,color=green];
		j4212757687 -> j1689574033 [label=false,color=brown];
		j4212757687 -> j933205303 [label=false,color=brown];
	j1757099302 [label="I know how much you hate the concept of heroes. Is this why?",shape=box,color=red];
		j1757099302 -> j1441268464;
	j1689574033 [label="He was right. People willing to fight for a better world is the only thing that makes a difference.",shape=box,color=red];
		j1689574033 -> j4286452281;
	j933205303 [label="It’s a compelling idea. People want to help. Easy to take advantage of that.",shape=box,color=red];
		j933205303 -> j2214189700;
	j1441268464 [label="Yes. I hate what it did to Christopher, what it's still doing to Arthur, what it does to so many like them.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1441268464 -> j3724508210;
	j4286452281 [label="You can fight for a better world without buying into the hero bullshit!",shape=box,color=blue];
		j4286452281 -> j3600356676;
	j2214189700 [label="‘Why do you want to go and kill people in the name of a Prince who couldn’t give a shit about you?’ I’d say to him. He’d be hurt, because it wasn’t supposed to be about His Majesty’s Service. For him it was about taking out warlords who hoarded food and forced their political prisoners to work in the Rubedo mines until they died of exhaustion.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2214189700 -> j3329759620;
	j3724508210 [label="I have nothing against morals. Gods know I even have a few myself. But the whole hero narrative is pernicious bullshit.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3724508210 -> j3329759620;
	j3600356676 [label="The whole point of the Hero Virus is that it's a virus. IT DOES NOT CARE ABOUT THE HOST. It convinces you hat dying in a cause would be fitting and noble, instead of being a tragic bloody waste.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3600356676 -> "Chat ends.";
	j3329759620 [label="I was confident I’d be able to talk Christopher out of his military service. If not talk, then snog him out of it.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3329759620 -> j661415701;
		j3329759620 -> j204387907;
		j3329759620 -> j2926855875;
		j3329759620 -> j56307782;
	j661415701 [label="That’s kind of arrogant of you.",shape=box,color=red];
		j661415701 -> j4005649753;
	j204387907 [label="I'm bracing myself for the \"but.\"",shape=box,color=red];
		j204387907 -> j973331244;
	j2926855875 [label="Sounds like he’d already made up his mind.",shape=box,color=red];
		j2926855875 -> j931917933;
	j56307782 [label="...Note to self: Argue with Eleanor...",shape=box,color=red];
		j56307782 -> j1167656227;
	j4005649753 [label="Yes, and?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j4005649753 -> j3827539548;
	j973331244 [label="Do I need to spell it out?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j973331244 -> j105736483;
	j931917933 [label="+10 Chemistry",color=orange];
		j931917933 -> j836809137;
	j1167656227 [label="... not really the time.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1167656227 -> j430606037;
	j3827539548 [label="I was trying to save his life. I was willing to fight as dirty as it took.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3827539548 -> j4002813166;
	j105736483 [label="I got caught up in the very web I was trying to spin.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j105736483 -> j4002813166;
	j836809137 [label="Right. By then, of course, it was too late. I’d gone into this thinking I’d bewitch him, but the truth is, he bewitched me.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j836809137 -> j3557533631;
	j430606037 [label="This isn't easy for me so please choose your moment a bit better",shape=box,color=blue];
		j430606037 -> j4002813166;
	j4002813166 [label="I told him I was pregnant. He offered to marry me. Stupid beautiful idiot.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j4002813166 -> j2531752237;
	j3557533631 [label="I’m sorry. I’m not going to be able to get through this without crying, so if I’m slow in responding, at least you’ll know why.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3557533631 -> j4002813166;
	j2531752237 [label="Were you?",shape=box,color=red];
		j2531752237 -> j2263442609;
	j2263442609 [label="No. But I thought I was. I didn’t try to trick him, if that’s what you were asking.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2263442609 -> j1237848149;
	j1237848149 [label="Arthur was skipping on fluffy clouds, he was so happy. The guy he saw as a brother was going to be his brother-in-law.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1237848149 -> j3140064592;
	j3140064592 [label="Then everything goes into fast-forward. Something about a pre-emptive strike. Borders and containment, risk of escalation, moral bloody mandate. Christopher’s deployed, Arthur’s already signing up, all the boys are off to the Crimson Watch and my mum’s still trying to arrange the wedding seating.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3140064592 -> j788338839;
		j3140064592 -> j2893168837;
	j788338839 [label="So what happened?",shape=box,color=red];
		j788338839 -> j1371633161;
	j2893168837 [label="Are you okay to carry on?",shape=box,color=red];
		j2893168837 -> j1371633161;
	j1371633161 [label="They killed him. The people we were supposedly there to help. They blew his vehicle apart with a bomb made from fertilizer and masonry nails.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1371633161 -> j2750449076;
	j2750449076 [label="I tell myself ‘at least it was quick’. ‘At least he didn’t suffer.’ But for all I know, he died screaming with nails in his eyes",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2750449076 -> j3879914342;
	j3879914342 [label="Shit",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3879914342 -> j3965996005;
	j3965996005 [label="Shitting shit",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3965996005 -> j1390344872;
		j3965996005 -> j552736876;
	j1390344872 [label="At least he died doing what he felt was right...",shape=box,color=red];
		j1390344872 -> j1045058526;
	j552736876 [label="I'm so sorry...",shape=box,color=red];
		j552736876 -> j3457288501;
	j1045058526 [label="I feel like you haven't paid attention to a SINGLE THING I've been saying to you here",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1045058526 -> j812445280;
	j3457288501 [label="I cried of course but all the time I was thinking ‘what did you expect, you STUPID girl, you KNEW what you were getting into, you KNEW this was going to happen’",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3457288501 -> j1425986811;
	j812445280 [label="I'm not interested in 'at least...' He died in a STUPID way for a STUPID reason",shape=box,color=blue];
		j812445280 -> j425773188;
	j1425986811 [label="Telling you about it like this, it just feels like corny folk song shit",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1425986811 -> j3991406886;
	j425773188 [label="Check boolean EleanorDating",color=orange];
		j425773188 -> j3927737846 [label=true,color=green];
		j425773188 -> j1451838154 [label=false,color=brown];
	j3991406886 [label="My love he is gone off to war, sing fol de rol de dee, oh no he’s dead, I shall wander in the lonesome valleys and never wed another",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3991406886 -> j2625277098;
	j3927737846 [label="And if you aren't listening to me when I talk about this, what else aren't you hearing? As charming as this has all been between us I... no. This was a mistake.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3927737846 -> j783579657;
	j1451838154 [label="And if you aren't listening to me when I talk about this, what else aren't you hearing?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1451838154 -> j2728200779;
	j2625277098 [label="Sorry. Get it together, Eleanor.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2625277098 -> j1525999642;
	j783579657 [label="This whole bloody thing was a mistake. We're through.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j783579657 -> j3127028283;
	j2728200779 [label="Boolean EleanorNoDate is now true.",color=orange];
		j2728200779 -> "Chat ends.";
	j1525999642 [label="I think he’d have liked you.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1525999642 -> j1992217361;
	j3127028283 [label="Boolean IsDating is now false.",color=orange];
		j3127028283 -> j3856107511;
	j1992217361 [label="+10 Chemistry",color=orange];
		j1992217361 -> j3170326015;
	j3856107511 [label="Boolean EleanorDating is now false.",color=orange];
		j3856107511 -> j2728200779;
	j3170326015 [label="Got to go tidy myself up. Talk again soon.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3170326015 -> j1193419706;
	j1193419706 [label="Boolean EleanorChristopher2 is now true.",color=orange];
		j1193419706 -> "Chat ends.";
}