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	"EleanorRank5Convo8 begins." [color=orange];
		"EleanorRank5Convo8 begins." -> j1958707260;
	j1958707260 [label="I’ve been thinking. There’s something I need to do.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1958707260 -> j1029272499;
	j1029272499 [label="I’m going to need help.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1029272499 -> j2200730001;
		j1029272499 -> j3486440719;
	j2200730001 [label="Always here for you. What’s on your mind?",shape=box,color=red];
		j2200730001 -> j2445443260;
	j3486440719 [label="Can't chat right now, sorry. [End.]",shape=box,color=red];
		j3486440719 -> "Chat ends.";
	j2445443260 [label="Check boolean EleanorChristopher2",color=orange];
		j2445443260 -> j3779683123 [label=true,color=green];
		j2445443260 -> j167143005 [label=false,color=brown];
	"Chat ends." [color=orange];
	j3779683123 [label="So. Christopher.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3779683123 -> j2871451739;
	j167143005 [label="Check boolean EleanorChristopher1",color=orange];
		j167143005 -> j1038573988 [label=true,color=green];
		j167143005 -> j2110926 [label=false,color=brown];
	j2871451739 [label="I’ve been holding on to him for years. So has Arthur. We have a ritual every year in his memory. But not this year. I couldn't face it.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2871451739 -> j3632204346;
	j1038573988 [label="To... make a very long and tragic story very short... Christopher died in a roadside bomb before we were married.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1038573988 -> j3540900366;
	j2110926 [label="It's time I told you about Christopher.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2110926 -> j1470883197;
	j3632204346 [label="I don’t know whether ghosts exist, but they might as well, because I’ve let him become one.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3632204346 -> j3789603794;
	j3540900366 [label="Perhaps I'll tell you the whole story another day. Perhaps I won't.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3540900366 -> j1010202521;
	j1470883197 [label="Arthur's best friend. We were engaged. I thought I was in love with him.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1470883197 -> j874244672;
	j3789603794 [label="Don’t be so hard on yourself. You were in love with the guy.",shape=box,color=red];
		j3789603794 -> j2052270870;
	j1010202521 [label="I'm telling you all this now because...",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1010202521 -> j2346217618;
	j874244672 [label="Boolean EleanorChristopher1 is now true.",color=orange];
		j874244672 -> j1038573988;
	j2052270870 [label="Oh mate. I THOUGHT I was. I loved him, but I didn’t even know if I was IN love with him or not.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2052270870 -> j1358148024;
	j2346217618 [label="Boolean EleanorChristopher2 is now true.",color=orange];
		j2346217618 -> j2871451739;
	j1358148024 [label="That sounds awful, doesn’t it? It’s true, though. At the time, it just didn’t seem important. Then he died, and that became what our story was all about.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1358148024 -> j592888296;
	j592888296 [label="Everything that I admired about him has just been overshadowed by how he died. I can’t think about him without this knot tightening in my stomach.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j592888296 -> j2649506268;
	j2649506268 [label="It’s not fair. TO HIM. He deserves better than that.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2649506268 -> j1560594889;
		j2649506268 -> j2163957951;
	j1560594889 [label="I understand. Totally. I made a choice to remember my parents the way they deserved.",shape=box,color=red];
		j1560594889 -> j3661988910;
	j2163957951 [label="What happened was terrible. There’s no getting around it. But we can’t let that be the only thing we hold on to.",shape=box,color=red];
		j2163957951 -> j3661988910;
	j3661988910 [label="So why do I feel so guilty?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3661988910 -> j1015322489;
	j1015322489 [label="Why do I feel like letting him go is the same thing as throwing him away?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1015322489 -> j3154807768;
		j1015322489 -> j2227822109;
	j3154807768 [label="Because you’ve carried him for so long you don’t know how to stop.",shape=box,color=red];
		j3154807768 -> j741693189;
	j2227822109 [label="Because you're worried no one else would ever be capable of loving you.",shape=box,color=red];
		j2227822109 -> j2999255483;
	j741693189 [label="Gods. You’re bloody right, you know.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j741693189 -> j3020847419;
	j2999255483 [label="Check boolean EleanorDating",color=orange];
		j2999255483 -> j1693895162 [label=true,color=green];
		j2999255483 -> j859063509 [label=false,color=brown];
	j3020847419 [label="We’re useless at dealing with this, my lot. We bottle everything up. We put a brave face on and whistle in the trenches. It gets us through, just like it got our parents through. But we don’t know how to stop.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3020847419 -> j526280848;
	j1693895162 [label="Is that it? Am I that shallow?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1693895162 -> j2863958418;
	j859063509 [label="I doubt even Christopher would love me in my current condition.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j859063509 -> j480593750;
	j526280848 [label="What should I do? How do I let go?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j526280848 -> j3258575278;
	j2863958418 [label="I don't feel I deserve EITHER of you right now",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2863958418 -> j2396247721;
	j480593750 [label="... no. That's not fair. I'm not being fair to him at all, am I?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j480593750 -> j3133698711;
	j3258575278 [label="Check boolean LettieDiasdeMuertos",color=orange];
		j3258575278 -> j1862486729 [label=true,color=green];
		j3258575278 -> j1540526694 [label=true,color=green];
		j3258575278 -> j1894479417 [label=true,color=green];
		j3258575278 -> j1540526694 [label=false,color=brown];
		j3258575278 -> j1894479417 [label=false,color=brown];
	j2396247721 [label="I think... I want you to have ALL of me. I can't hold back part of myself in a state of endless mourning.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2396247721 -> j3258575278;
	j3133698711 [label="He wouldn't want to stand in the way of my happiness. He was kind.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3133698711 -> j3258575278;
	j1862486729 [label="I actually think Lettie could help.",shape=box,color=red];
		j1862486729 -> j1058593586;
	j1540526694 [label="You could write him a letter.",shape=box,color=red];
		j1540526694 -> j2911944559;
	j1894479417 [label="Talk to Arthur, maybe. He's been going through this grief with you from the start.",shape=box,color=red];
		j1894479417 -> j1374781222;
	j1058593586 [label="Lettie?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1058593586 -> j3135050883;
	j2911944559 [label="Part of me thinks that's a stupid idea. He won't read it. He's dead. But...",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2911944559 -> j1396553507;
	j1374781222 [label="Yes, he has. Maybe that's part of the problem. I know he's upset that I didn't keep up our little ceremony of remembrance this year.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1374781222 -> j10037185;
	j3135050883 [label="Why her?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3135050883 -> j1641377521;
	j1396553507 [label="... the more I think about it, the less stupid it seems.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1396553507 -> j3610830407;
	j10037185 [label="I just... have to say goodbye to Christopher MY way this time. Once and for all.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j10037185 -> j424763262;
	j1641377521 [label="She has a lot of experience. She knows all about commemorating the dead.",shape=box,color=red];
		j1641377521 -> j1056925668;
	j3610830407 [label="Yes. I'll do it. There are things I need to say to him. Things I never said when he was alive. Maybe then he can rest.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3610830407 -> j2166428073;
	j424763262 [label="To Arthur he'll always be a lost brother, a fallen soldier. That's the mourning he knows and understands. But it's not mine.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j424763262 -> j2373703306;
	j1056925668 [label="I’m sure if you asked her for advice, respectfully, she wouldn’t turn you away.",shape=box,color=red];
		j1056925668 -> j3765114195;
	j2166428073 [label="Thank you for listening, and for the advice.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2166428073 -> j2842161792;
	j2373703306 [label="I can't do it Arthur's way anymore. I think... if I just tell him that, he'll get it.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2373703306 -> j3565331755;
	j3765114195 [label="…",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3765114195 -> j509875692;
	j2842161792 [label="+20 Chemistry",color=orange];
		j2842161792 -> j3720374042;
	j3565331755 [label="+10 Chemistry",color=orange];
		j3565331755 -> j1572129716;
	j509875692 [label="Yes.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j509875692 -> j1724367567;
	j3720374042 [label="I will never, ever forget this.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3720374042 -> "Chat ends.";
	j1572129716 [label="Thank you.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1572129716 -> "Chat ends.";
	j1724367567 [label="It’s time.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j1724367567 -> j3837617298;
	j3837617298 [label="+20 Chemistry",color=orange];
		j3837617298 -> j3854917844;
	j3854917844 [label="I think I need to let go of a LOT of things.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3854917844 -> j3156085677;
	j3156085677 [label="Let me talk to her. If she tells me to piss off, then so be it. But at least I’ll have tried, right?",shape=box,color=blue];
		j3156085677 -> j709714282;
	j709714282 [label="It’s got to be worth a try. Lettie’s not as heartless as people think.",shape=box,color=red];
		j709714282 -> j514719483;
	j514719483 [label="I bet. Living like this, doing what we do every day, we all put up walls. We just forgot to put doors in them.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j514719483 -> j2985337510;
	j2985337510 [label="Thank you for beating your lovely head against my wall.",shape=box,color=blue];
		j2985337510 -> "Chat ends.";
}